Lonely day

Hooray.. Tmr is holiday.. It's Aidil fitri tmr, so we have two days off..

But, it's only 2 days man.. The others have 1 week, 2 weeks, and 9 days..

What should I do, with his holiday?

I can't really enjoy it, in fact that interview ass is still not done yet..

Somemore, Business statistic ass.. Argh..



Today, I spent my day alone..

1. Go to college alone
2. at home alone
3. Swimming alone
4. Go to buy drinking water alone



My roommate, Ellen with Hera, Oliva, Shanny, Yinny, Pitok, Mega and Susan. They go to REDBOX (karouke place), then go to watch "eagle's eye".

Well, I don't to go, coz, I don't feel like going.. Coz, how can I sing if there are a lot of people crushing together.

Then, they going to watch "eagle's eye" around 9 pm. I don't want, it's kinda late, my eyes can't seems to tolerate, coz I've sleep kinda late these few days.

So, im home alone.. So lonely, so..... Idk

Then, this 2 days I only ate once which at noon.. At night only drink milk, cereal or bread. That's all..

Try to lose some weight.. =p

Another facts..

Okay, Its 5:04 am now and I can't sleep

I try to close my eyes, but still.. I can't sleep..

I don't know why, i fell like there are something in my heart and it make me uncomfortable..

It was around 3 am and even I close my eyes, I can't sleep, normally I'll fall asleep after a hour

So, I woke up and take my 'CIMP SEMESTER YEARBOOK'

I opened it from the very first page till the last page and I just keep smiling seeing all silly things that we've done

Then, I try to back to sleep again, but I still can't sleep, now I know why I can't sleep

I guess it's because I scare to lose all my lecturer and friends in CIMP.

I don't want to lose them, I love them..

I know, it may be silly and stupid, but I cry..

When I finally realized that I scare to lose them, my tears started to drop

There are few records that I make today:
1. After for about 2 years, I finally cry (really" crying) and if y'know that I'm not a person that easily to cry..

2. I haven't sleep yet, even it's 5:54 am now.. (I never sleep this late bfr, the latest is 5 am)

3. This is the first time I scare to lose something or people (beside my nuclear family)
Before this, I never ever miss or sad when I left / withdraw from my schools and even my
high school, where people said is the nicest period in school..
I never cry because of this thing, used to, I thought it was stupid and there are no such thing to cry for..

Back to the past:
In my kindergarden and my primary high school, there are nothin special (maybe it was because I still young and did not know anything).

In my Junior high school, it just the same, nothing special, just a normal, instead I just remembered the suck things..

In Senior high school, maybe as I grew, I become more brave and create a new personality that made me open minded, dare to do new things and to accept any challenges. I did cheat and I thinks its normal, if you said that you never cheat, you're lying (glancing at opposite gender during class also consider cheating, y'know).

In this period, I have some problems with all my languages teacher. From my Indonesian, Mandarin till my English language teacher. But, there is one teacher that created a deep scratch in my heart. For the first time in my life, my mandarin teacher made me cry, cry in the front of my classmates. She was so mean to me, till I felt so angry, but I tried to resist it,till my tears dropped, the tears of anger.. I will never ever forgot what she had done to me ever untill the rest of my life..

4. I cried for about 2 hours, because I enjoy CIMP and it's the 1st period of my education that I think is cool..

5. CIMP is the first period of education time that give me a lot of smile, fun, happiness.
I cried, smile, loved, happy and sad.. I just don't want to withdraw from this feeling and friends. Most of my friends are from different countries, so after graduate they may not be
around..

It's 6 am now and I'll try to close my eyes.

I want to sleep, I starting feel sleepy and my eyes can't stand anymore..

Pict(s) taken on the last day of class in CIMP.. hikz2..

Me with Tet Leon after Econ class.. =]

Another pict of ENG4C class with TMC.. hehe

Mr. Tan Meng Chwen teaching us (last class)

Me and Celia in accounting class.. =]

Me and Munyee in Accounting class.. ^^

I'll post the other pict after i got all the pict from Andrew, waiting for him to send me the picts that we took in economic class.. hehe..

A record written today.. lol

Haha..

Last nite slept at 4 am

Its almost 5 am and I'm damn sleepy..

Felt like my head got dump and was flyin

Me and ellen doin the account part B

I've finished my part actually, the problem was

Ellen havent finished her part, so i while I was waiting for her

I made a bibliography, APA style

At the 1st time, idk how to do that..

Then do some research, finally after some research I can made it..

So, after i finished my refrences, i went to slept

Ellen didnt slept last nite and now she went to have some fun (idk, where she is going?) ckck

Woke up at 8am, rushing took a shower

Then, Ellen fell asleep and she havent finshed the conclusion

Only 1 paragraph (what a concluision)

So, I throw out all my nice words in it, till it reach into 2 paragrafs

It's 9 am smtg, so I run to college comp lab 1st floor

Then, did some printing and checking that she havent finished

6 or 5 minutes (not sure) bfr 10 am, we ran to office to drop it to the box

At that time i wanted to take a crazy pict, where i was on my way to drop, with
big smile and showin my watch.. lmao.. good idea, rite?

But, my friend refused to take it.. -.-'

Miss that moment.. lol

Then, run back to lab, print my english essay and theme as well..

Then, i submitted it to the box..

Went to ISO, to take a letter for then to show it to banker so I can withdraw money (Coz, i still consider under age.. -.- 17th years old)

Went eat with Gloria to pink

On my way back to condo, im already in lift and the lift door was already opened in 8th floor

And gloria said, "Eh, lu ga pesan gown ya?" which means, Huh, you dont book the graduation's gown?

Simple question, but made me shocked

Damn it, so I went there again wif Ellen

Backed to my room at 12 am smtg, i open my laptop, turn off the light and started to hibernate..

I didnt set an alarm, coz i thought this was hibernate time and i thought i will wake up at afternoon. So, i can got to bank and go fitness

But... Amazingly..

I woke up at 7 pm somethin.. lol

I shocked and like so 'WOW' (A record) lol..


Here is it, some pict(s) before I slept..


Next, is the pict(s) after i woke up..

Accounting presentation was succeed!!

Hurray.. Yay yay.. Our (Me and Ellen) presentation is succeed.

I slept at 4 AM to do all the slides and all the editing (37 slides).
and woke up at 7 AM.. -.- (sleepy)

It's damn a lot, I have to copy paste one by one of the ratio into the pp (power point) slides.

Plus, I also have to make a table, edit picture of Ms. Rehnu to Missy Elliot pict and our pict to Tom & Jerry pict.. hohoho

I put some custom animation as well, all i done it by myself..

Coz, Ellen can't edit -.-'

I did most of the slide, only some of the ratio that she going to present. I asked her to fill it by herself..

*ON THE PRESENTATION DAY

We are the first presenter..

First, when I come out

with formal long white sleeve shirt and long black pant, covered with black blazer and coffee color covered high heels..

I felt quite nervous

But then I don't felt it again..

It seems like it dissapeard as I began to talk..

People laughed when they saw my first slide, coz I put Ms. Rehnu pict with Missy Elliot body

then after finished my part, I passed it to Ellen

After all presenter is finished presented.

Ms. Rehnu asked the other to gave a comment

And they said that our is good and have nothing to improve.. lol

We are so happy, coz Ms. Rehnu said that our presentation is good..

We get a mark for attention getter, slide, voice projection and etc

She said we already get audience attention since the first slide by showing the pict of her

Then, the custon animation that good.. lol

Background that related to the theme that we was talking about

I laughed at that time, coz I was late night, so I just find a pict randomly

And on the presentation she said all the background was nice and related.. *laughing*

The last was my idea to set up a quizes (asked them some question) and then give the one who can answer it a price..

She said that it was good, coz it means that people were paying attention while we were presented.

Wohhoo!! <-- (I follow Lisa Lavie words, while she is happy.. lol) But, then when I backed to condo while break time I slept for a while and I woke up at 2 PM It means that I've missed my english class!!!

But, then I slept again.. lol

Coz, my next class was at 2. 30 pm.. hahaha


Here's some pict(s) that we took after the presentation


Ivan, Ellen, Me and Tony (so happy after finished ISU presentation)

Another pictures with Ms. Rehnu (our accounting lecturer)

Let my stress out by hitting the fire extinguisher..lol

This is my ISU partner, Ellen (WTH is that look??!!) lol

Unfortunate event.. lol

Lalala.. Finally, this is my first post.. hehe ^^

I've been thinking to make my own blog since.. (hm..) beginning of may, maybe.. hihihi

But, you know, i'm freakingly busy.

Assignments, tests, quizes, skit, teamworks, wedding ceremony, shooting and bla3..

So, today, when i "free". Not really "free" actually, it just because tomorrow is weekend and I do

not have to go to school.. Yay!!


Ok.. Last nite I slept quite late, at 3 am something, i thought it's almost 4 am

Then I set my alarm at 5:10 am, coz "the next day" (it's the same day actually.. lol) I've an

accounting test (Unit 1, 2 and 3). But, i don't know what happen, but my alarm is not ringing.

So, i woke up at 9:10 am which is means that I AM LATE!!!!!!

Omg, for many times this happens,i'm late again..

Then, i woke up and take a shower. Then, I studied account for a while, go to college and do the

test.. Fiuh..

I feel so free, coz finally i did it, i did the test and at least I can did it.. hehe..

Then, I also late to Eng class, so I ran..

Unfortunately I met, my teacher, he's on the door and on his way to back to his class. (His class

is just beside my english class.. See, how lucky I am.. )

Then he saw me and went out again and said to me, "Feeling better?"

"Hm.. Aaa.. Yeah, yeah.. This morning.. Hm.. This morning my stomach felt not well", I replied

lol