My covers :P

Hi guys!

I decided to do some cover of some songs that I've been 'dying' to sing.. :P
So here it is..
Comment and rate. :D
First time singing these songs, so if I made a mistake, I apologize for that.

Mad?

Did you ever gone mad?
I sure you did..

But, did you ever gone mad until.. erm, i mean really mad like bloody mad.
Until it makes you imagine to kill the person that makes you angry,
to throw that person from the highest floor,
to stab that person with a knife,
bla3..

Well, I did..
For 19 years I live in this world, there are two person that made me mad.
I won't mention their name.
They've made me freaking mad and it reached my highest temperature.
But, I don't do any action, besides tried to argue back to protect myself.
I just keep it quiet and try to be patient because of some reasons.

I won't forget for what they've done to me
FOREVER!
Because even though it's over and done, the heartache and the scars live inside.

Do you know, that I'm so mad that my tears come out by itself?
I can't stop and it's hard to stop.

So you heard of sad tears?
Or happy tears?
How about angry tears?
I guess that's what happened to me.

Well, I'm not a type that easily get angry.
Though I've waited for 3 hours for nothing..
or I don't get things that I want..
And bla3..

So, if you think that you've saw me go mad.
Then, you're wrong.
And I believe you don't want to see it.

Kitschen :P

Hi Ya Folks!!

Can you guys vote for me?
This is a competition held by Kitschen-a clothes store.
I was to shy to post it somewhere to ask you guys to vote for me.
This ends at the end of the November. :P
Please don't laugh when you see the picture..
Thank you so much.. :D


http://kitschen.com/blog/?p=509

Aja aja Fighting!

I know nobody could help,

So Christine, Aja Aja Fighting!!

Come back to me

I'm in love with this one song by Utada Hikaru - Come back to me.



The song is so nice, the second time i heard it in the radio, I decided to download it..
:D

The lyrics:

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone
I wish that I could photoshop
All our bad memories
Cuz the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)


Lower East Side of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this and she buys that
Just leave her alone
I wish that he would listen to her side of the story
It isn't that bad, it isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)


Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry babe
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity got the better of me
Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z
Call me what you wanna babe
I open my heart to thee
You are my priority
Can't you see you've punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me


Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

People

People have a different personalities, interests, beliefs and many more.
Some people like hiking while some of them prefer baking.
Some people belief in God while the others belief in Allah.
That's all depends on each person,
on how they belief,
how they want to make use of their time..

It doesn't matter how different between you and the other
because that makes you and the others are different
That's make us unique
and the most important thing
we complete each other

That's the reason God create us differently

Elder Sister/Brother ?!

I wonder how does it feels to have an elder sister/brother.
Well, born as the eldest with 3 younger sisters is fun, we can share lots of thing.
We played games, joke around, share clothes, opinion and accessories.
But, still I play the most important role which is being the eldest, I've to take care.
I don't cry, I don't act cute, I don't pamper, well I still complain. :P

But, instead of take care of others, I'd like to have someone who can take care of me.
I think since I'm the eldest, my parents have a big expectation on me.
It's like they've "trained" me to become a strong person,
seriously..
I'm not like any other girl that will cry easily,
(not being arrogant here).
I won't cry unless I can't hold it no more or it is too much pain already.
Well, I've to admit that this year is the toughest year I've been through..

I guess It'll be so fun, if we have someone to take care of us, isn't it? :)

LOST??

One question that keep on coming in my mind
"Am I taking the wrong major?"
"Am I in the wrong line?"

Last time I took business major, then changed to Information Technology (IT) major.
I like singing, dancing and acting. lol
Instead of taking anything related to this kind of things, I took others.
I enjoy my time when it comes to arts or which is related to my interests. :P
So, Am I? LOST?

Be Strong

I think I'm strong enough for a 18-years-old girl,
You may not know what I've been through
How many pain I've suffered
How many things I've carried alone
How many tears that fell down
Though I tried to stand strong
and not to shed even a tear

Even though I can't compare myself to some people
like those people who suffered in Africa, Padang, etc

I hate being weak,
but in fact I just to weak to pretend that I'm not weak
I can fool the world, but I just can't fool myself
But.. I will..
pretend to be strong,
trying to not feel the pain,
pretend to not care

And here I am...
trying to be strong.

Lee Min Ho + Shooting

This morning I woke up at 11 something.
So I took a bath then prepare myself to go to Sungai Wang to see 'Lee Min Ho'.
Everybody seems like they can't wait to see him.
So we met up in monash condominium main gate.
Well, I din't expect anything, but there're lots of them there.
There are 14 people, 4 cabs. haha
(Pitok, Ellen, Meivie, Chavia, Mery, Devie, Cicil, Ervina, Vina, Patricia, Steph, Felis, Me, and many more.. )

We went there and it's freaking crowded, we waited and people kept pushing us and it's annoying.
Yea yea... I must admit that he is handsome. :P
And guess what, everybody is screaming, not including me though.


Then, I heard that the queue line is from the other side, so we moved and get push there, it was so HOT, I can't barely find an oxygen. @.@
So I have to lift my head up just to get the fresh air..
N guess, they are all scary, keep pushing like it's Tsunami.
Most f everybody is sweating and seems tired.
Until, suddenly the MC said the session is over and everybody screamed.
Then, when they about to leave, they push everybody
Then I was so angry, can you imagine they pushed the crowd and everybody is like in pain and I screamed, "STOP PUSHING!" but they still did that. =.=
Then, the other started to scream as well.

Ladies get upset

So yea, picture of a ladies with its poster still clean, untouched & UNSIGNED

I was so tiring, i guess it's better for me to not come.
And I guess it gonna be the first and the last one.
Then, we ate in pyramid mall,
and back to Pitok's house, to shot the last scene for the short-movie
It was fun, I mean the shooting. :P
Coz I love acting and I can't wait to see the final short-movie.. XD

Addicted to Ass

Oh NO! The tittle sounds so wrong!
But I like it.. haha XD

Forget bout the past,
I gotta keep goin' on.
Can't stuck my life in sorrow and sadness

K, so I dunno why, though I have lots of things to do this week.
I don't seems to scare or getting that 'rush' feeling
I still feel ok and 'enjoying' my day. lol
Last few weeks, I felt so lazy and don't feel like doing my assignments.
It just today that I starting to feel the 'chemistry' of assignment. haha
I'm addicted to my assignment, I feel like finishing it earlier and give the best. :D
So, guess that's all. I gotta brush my teeth and go to bed.
It's 2:36 already!
I have an early class at 10 tmr.
Ok, its consider early for me.. :P

Trust-Believe

I guess I've loss my ability to trust people.
I am tired, really tired.
I'll probably believe you, but I wont 100% believe in you
I've been so sad and don't want to give away my faith to people easily

In fact nobody really know who I am unless my parents and maybe my sisters.
People always thought that they knew me
but that just what they think about..

I'm sick, I can't barely breathe well at night
I've lost of assignment need to be done
4 assignments and 1 presentation in one week.
I've lost of scars that need to be take care of, not to mention that it is pain and itchy
I lack of sleep and my eyes is pain again
I've this problem again
Can 'problem' you please go away, I've been so tired
I am not that strong, even yea I've been go through lots of problems
Though people think that I'm strong, I still a girl, I still a human.
I still have the weak side

I cry in the night, cry alone while I slept
and nobody knew that
I kept all the problem my self
with this problem, this make me more 'isolated'

If you notice, i've been quite ignorance this few weeks
I've try and learn to be ignorance and don't want to care bout others anymore
Coz I learn that lots of people are being ignorance and less problem will you get

Ellen birthday

It was 28th September, so we made surprise for Ellen because its her birthday.

Follow this link (to see the video):
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1156463065404

We gave her a cake

She cut the cake

She ate it

Ellen: Delicious!! XD

Took picture of crew behind the screen

We tied her

Took picture again (bfr the action)

The dough XD
Contained: Water, Detergen, Soy Sauce, Soy Sauce's plastic, Flour, Plastic bag, Cake box, Grass, leafs, soil, insect. lol



After

Final picture together

And I ended the day by sleeping at 3 AM something

Beware in China

I don't know what the heck they are thinking bout.
They are just crazy, they even go down from their motorcycle to rob and I'm curious, why there is no police ???!!!

Forgive

This is another video for you to start to make a better day.
Start forgive people, if everybody like him I sure no more wars in this world.



Enjoy the video!

Xoxox

Driver DON'T SPEED!

Please, be careful! Do not speed eventhough I know its fun.
If you don't love your life, please at least think of others which still want to live.



Once I watched this video, this reminded me of my motorcycle accident.
I felt like, it is happening to me, the sounds, the pain, the cries and everything.
It's like it happening to me again.. I'll try my best to stop speeding and love my life.

My Eyes :)

Did I tell you that I love my eyes? I don't think so.. Hahaha *What kind of question is that?
Well, I do love them and I kinda like my lips too.. *Wow.. I'm not being narcissist here. lol
I just appreciate what have given to me. haha..
I love my eyes, but pity me I have problem with my eyes. I hope that my eyes is going to be okay.
Sometimes I just jealous with my friends and some people's eyes. They can go anywhere, sleep late and having fun without need to feel the pain of their eyes.
Sometimes I just wanna cry, but I can't, this tears don't want to come out.

So, I seldom take picture of myself when I'm alone. So, I do not know what makes me do it. haha..



Tell me what you think bout it. lol
If there is someone here, I don't think there will be.. :P
*Okay, I don't do anything to it, I don't edit it, I don't wear any make up at all. PURE! haha.. XD

Sick of you!

Enough!!

I have enough, fed up of you.
You know that I've been sick of you..
I've be patient, why you always act like that?!
You're such a child, you know that?
Sometimes I still can take it, but there are few things that makes me really really pissed off.

I want to DANCE!

So I watched 'So you Think You Can Dance' and it makes me feel like dancing again. OMG. I really want to dance again. I like latin/ballroom dance, hip=hop dance,etc..

So I decide and plan to do few things on my semester-end holiday:
1. I want to learn more about how to bake some cake or cookies. :P
2. Join dance-tuition
3. Study my programming (I was like.. Er.. Should I?)

For now, this is the list of the things in my head right now, maybe there are some additional stuffs in the future? Idk. haha

What happened on Friday?!

Today is really tiring day for me. Yea, that's right, Friday - the day before weekend, is really and always been a tiring day for me.
I have a class start from 9.30 AM till 6 PM, non stop.

So, I have a networking test this morning and it was pretty okay i guess.
N then I ate my lunch in the networking lab, after that I went to the library to arrange my poster.

Then, I called Rachel to borrow her ID n student card, since I forget to bring my wallet. So, I can't print the A3 poster.

She was in the class when I called her. I said, "Rachel.. Where r u?". "Christine, where r u? I'm in class, what u mean by a bit late, its 2 something now. (she message me before n I said that I'm going to be late to class, the class start from 1-3), she is teaching", she whispered.

It was damn funny, I was laughing in the library when she whispered that in high-voice. lol

After submitted my assignment to both online n offline. Then, I went to the class and it's around 2.30 pm. I know I'm really late. :P
So, I walk really slow to the class, n walk-in when she didn't she looking at the board, unfortunately she still saw me.. haha

At the end of the class, I heard my friend said monash student just passed away today because of car accident last Wednesday. Then she showed me the guy facebook picture and I was like.. WHAT?! This is my friend and I don't even know that something happened to him, but I do my other friend saying about 'praying' and mention his name.

I message Eun Chong to clarify it and he said, "yes, it's true. It's so terrible."
I really shocked and so sorry to hear that. I still can believe that this is true.
I still think that they are just saying it and that's not true. I met him quite few times this week.
1. I went to ask about the 'Monash Ball ticket counter' asking about the performer and he was there buying the tickets (I still remember he bought 10 tickets/1 table)
2. When I walked to Monash, Eunchong walked with Choo, we met in front of Monash and we walked in together.
3. I saw him quite few times, passed me by. etc..

I know his housemate must be really sad, coz I know they are really close and they are like brother.

Rest in peace Choo, we may not know what may happen in the future and sometimes we can't expect things to happened like we want, but we can't change things that already happened. May your parents have the strength to overcome this problem and also your friends. You'll always be missed. Amin.

Thursday

So, I am kind of excited, though I know that I shouldn't. Haha
I'm going to have photo session for Monash university's website tomorrow. Wkwk..
So, the girl called me last wednesday and asked me to become the model.
I was like, "Sure, why not?" lol

So, I did confuse about what should I wear tomorrow. :P
But, I finally decide to wear my fav jacket and just a simple jeans.
I can't wear short skirt since I still have these scars in my leg. :P

Moreover, I have assignment due and exam coming on this Friday.
So, I have to finish it by tomorrow, opps.. I mean today?!
And start studying, this test is actually and suppose to be last friday, but the lecture happened to be sick.
So she can can canceled the class. :D

So, wish me luck with my photo session, assignment and my test.. Thanks.. XD

Kanye West Vs. Taylor Swift VMA Outburst

Kanye West Vs. Taylor Swift VMA Outburst

http://new.music.yahoo.com/blogs/hiphopmediatraining/171413/kanye-west-has-truly-lost-it-this-time/

That was so rude. He shouldn't did that, what if that happened to him. She was embarrassed and pity her. Shame you Kanye!

While everyone is busy judging Kanye for his actions, it does no good, we Taylor fans are not that low.

Taylor, you yourself showed what grace truly means. We, the fans owe it to you, our idol, to be just as gracious.

Kanye better have a dang good reason for what he did, but until he has his say, I don't think it's fair to question his character.

Blackcurrant Sago Jelly

Yesterday I made a blackcurrant-flavor- Jelly. I bring the jelly-powder from my hometown. I decided to put sago in it.. :)


Btw, I don't really like to take a picture from my camera when I want to post it here (I mean real camera, not phone camera), coz each picture have a pretty big resolution. Even though I know the picture quality is better.
But, by using the phone camera, it won't take it so long to upload it to this blog. Like my previous post, I used my phone camera, u can see the quality it is not as good as this post right?

Because I'm A Girl

Nice song, so touching. And guess what, they even have Indonesian version, Spanyol version, etc. O.o

Guess this song is so famous..

Korean Version

English Version

New Shoes

Ok. I bought a pair of new-Reebok shoes. Actually I'm not planning to buy any shoes. Since, they're having sale, so I think why not.. lol

Here it is , Rbk 'Sweets'

Tadaa.. A new-kid-on-the-block

The Scars

So Hi!

I suppose to study for my test tomorrow. But, my mind is going everywhere. lol.
Can you imagine, I have to read 12 pages essay, every time I see the paper, I felt sleepy. :P

So, I decided to share one picture to you guys a picture of some part of my body after few days of the motorcycle's accident.

This is just my legs and one of my hand.

I still have the scars in my other hand and lower part of my leg which there are plenty swollen, etc.
I just happened to take one picture.. Well, this picture taken few days after the 'Day'.

Do you know what is the first thing that comes to my mind when I fell down?
--> Omg. The scars that I got previously is not recover yet and now I've got another one?!

Full House

Forget to mention that Yesterday we have dinner in 'Full House' restaurant.

We get lost and spending some time in the taxi looking for it, but we finally reached there around 9.
Here are some of the food we ordered.

Cake Tarts @ 2.50 each. It's cheaper if you buy half dozen (rm 13) or even 1 dozen.

Brownies + Ice Cream = rm 7.90

Dory Fish -> Rm 14.90 (if I not mistaken)

Alfredo Spagetti --> Rm 17.90

I'm eating Chicken Cutlet -> Rm 16.90

Then, for those of you who loves taking picture this is a nice place for you.
Here're some picture that we took.

One of my favorite. XD (It's like Paris Hilton and her Cihuahua) lol

Oops!

Culinary tour #2

Today 'Phit' back to Jakarta after her short holidays here in Malaysia.
So, I prepared my brunch --> He Keng (prawn cake, which I brought from my hoemtown) + pickle + rice.

Then, have dinner in 'AsCaf'' a.k.a 'Asia Cafe'.
Have 'takoyaki' there one sausage.
I order extra spicy one, meivie said it's spicy and I can see her face turn red. lol
Firstly, I didn't find it spicy ,as I kept eating I can feel that it's pretty spicy but I still can manage to finish it w/o any drinks.
This sausage reminds me of 'Malaca Sausage', my friend said this sausage made his whole housemates including him, all crying coz its too spicy. lol
And he said that 'AsCaf' also sell the sausage.

Then, we went to 'snowflake'(Taiwanese Ice Snow).
I was so full, but Ellen said I should give a try since I've been there.
So, I order the best seller food, then they give me one small-circle machine, this machine will let me know once the order is ready to collect. So that I can take it to the counter.

Here's the picture of the ice.

This is the best seller, for me it tastes pretty much ok.
(Grass Jelly ice topped with Grass Jelly and TaroBalls + Creamer) (Rm 5.50)

Another picture of the Best-Seller food.

This is another menu ordered by Ellen & Meivie

It's Soya Ice Series topped with Read Bean, Pearl, Peanut and Grass Jelly. (Rm 4.90)

I was so full after eating these foods and I throwed up. lol
Not really throw up though, just a little. :P

:|

I feel that my heart is unstable these few weeks.
Both outside and inside, for things that can be seen and can't be seen.

Sometimes I feel tired, why these should happen to me?
Why? why?

If I made mistakes before, i apologize for that.

God help me go through all the tests and guide me. Amen

Interesting Story (Copied from Friend)

Peter dan Tina sedang duduk bersama di taman kampus tanpa melakukan apapun,
hanya memandang langit sementara sahabat-sahabat mereka sedang asik
bercanda ria dengan kekasih mereka masing-masing.

Tina: "Duh bosen banget. Aku harap aku juga punya pacar yang bisa berbagi
waktu denganku."

Peter: "Kayaknya cuma tinggal kita berdua deh yang jomblo. cuma kita berdua
saja yang tidak punya pasangan sekarang."
(keduanya mengeluh dan berdiam beberapa saat)

Tina: "Kayaknya aku ada ide bagus deh. kita adakan permainan yuk?"
Peter: "Eh? permainan apaan?"

Tina: "Eng... gampang sih permainannya. Kamu jadi pacarku dan aku jadi
pacarmu tapi hanya untuk 100 hari saja. gimana menurutmu?"

Peter: "Baiklah.... lagian aku juga gada rencana apa-apa untuk beberapa bulan
ke depan."

Tina: "Kok kayaknya kamu gak terlalu niat ya... semangat dong! hari ini akan
jadi hari pertama kita kencan. Mau jalan-jalan kemana nih?"

Peter: "Gimana kalo kita nonton saja? Kalo gak salah film The Troy lagi maen
deh. katanya film itu bagus"

Tina: "OK dech.... Yuk kita pergi sekarang. tar pulang nonton kita ke
karaoke ya...
ajak aja adik kamu sama pacarnya biar seru."

Peter : "Boleh juga..."
(mereka pun pergi nonton, berkaraoke dan Peter mengantarkan Tina pulang
malam harinya)

Hari ke 2:
Peter dan Tina menghabiskan waktu untuk ngobrol dan bercanda di kafe,
suasana kafe yang remang-remang dan alunan musik yang syahdu membawa hati
mereka pada situasi yang romantis. Sebelum pulang Peter membeli sebuah
kalung perak berliontin bintang untuk Tina.

Hari ke 3:
Mereka pergi ke pusat perbelanjaan untuk mencari kado untuk seorang sahabat
Peter.
Setelah lelah berkeliling pusat perbelanjaan, mereka memutuskan membeli
sebuah miniatur mobil mini. Setelah itu mereka beristirahat duduk di
foodcourt, makan satu potong kue dan satu gelas jus berdua dan mulai
berpegangan tangan untuk pertama kalinya.

Hari ke 7:
Bermain bowling dengan teman-teman Peter. Tangan tina terasa sakit karena
tidak pernah bermain bowling sebelumnya. Peter memijit-mijit tangan Tina
dengan lembut.

Hari ke 25:
Peter mengajak Tina makan malam di Ancol Bay . Bulan sudah menampakan diri,
langit yang cerah menghamparkan ribuan bintang dalam pelukannya. Mereka
duduk menunggu makanan, sambil menikmati suara desir angin berpadu dengan
suara gelombang bergulung di pantai. Sekali lagi Tina memandang langit, dan
melihat bintang jatuh. Dia mengucapkan suatu permintaan dalam hatinya.

Hari ke 41:
Peter berulang tahun. Tina membuatkan kue ulang tahun untuk Peter. Bukan
kue buatannya yang pertama, tapi kasih sayang yang mulai timbul dalam
hatinya membuat kue buatannya itu menjadi yang terbaik. Peter terharu
menerima kue itu, dan dia mengucapkan suatu harapan saat meniup lilin ulang
tahunnya.

Hari ke 67:
Menghabiskan waktu di Dufan. Naik halilintar, makan es krim bersama,dan
mengunjungi stand permainan. Peter menghadiahkan sebuah boneka teddy bear
untuk Tina, dan Tina membelikan sebuah pulpen untuk Peter.

Hari ke 72:
Pergi Ke PRJ. Melihat meriahnya pameran lampion dari negeri China.. Tina
penasaran untuk mengunjungi salah satu tenda peramal. Sang peramal hanya
mengatakan "Hargai waktumu bersamanya mulai sekarang", kemudian peramal itu
meneteskan air mata.

Hari ke 84:
Peter mengusulkan agar mereka refreshing ke pantai. Pantai Anyer sangat sepi
karena bukan waktunya liburan bagi orang lain. Mereka melepaskan sandal dan
berjalan sepanjang pantai sambil berpegangan tangan, merasakan lembutnya
pasir dan dinginnya air laut menghempas kaki mereka. Matahari terbenam, dan
mereka berpelukan seakan tidak ingin berpisah lagi.

Hari ke 99:
Peter memutuskan agar mereka menjalani hari ini dengan santai dan sederhana.
Mereka berkeliling kota dan akhirnya duduk di sebuah taman kota.


15:20 pm
Tina: "Aku haus.. Istirahat dulu yuk sebentar."
Peter: "Tunggu disini, aku beli minuman dulu. Aku mau teh botol saja. Kamu
mau minum apa?"
Tina: "Aku saja yang beli. kamu kan capek sudah menyetir keliling kota hari
ini. Sebentar ya"
Peter mengangguk. kakinya memang pegal sekali karena dimana-mana Jakarta
selalu macet.



15:30 pm
Peter sudah menunggu selama 10 menit and Tina belum kembali juga.
Tiba-tiba seseorang yang tak dikenal berlari menghampirinya dengan wajah
panik.
Peter : "Ada apa pak?"
Orang asing: "Ada seorang perempuan ditabrak mobil. Kayaknya perempuan itu
adalah temanmu"
Peter segera berlari bersama dengan orang asing itu.
Disana, di atas aspal yang panas terjemur terik matahari siang,tergeletak
tubuh Tina bersimbah darah, masih memegang botol minumannya.
Peter segera melarikan mobilnya membawa Tina ke rumah sakit terdekat.
Peter duduk diluar ruang gawat darurat selama 8 jam 10 menit.
Seorang dokter keluar dengan wajah penuh penyesalan.


23:53 pm
Dokter: "Maaf, tapi kami sudah mencoba melakukan yang terbaik. Dia masih
bernafas sekarang tapi Yang kuasa akan segera menjemput. Kami menemukan
surat ini dalam kantung bajunya."
Dokter memberikan surat yang terkena percikan darah kepada Peter dan dia
segera masuk ke dalam kamar rawat untuk melihat Tina. Wajahnya pucat tetapi
terlihat damai.
Peter duduk disamping pembaringan tina dan menggenggam tangan Tina dengan
erat.
Untuk pertama kali dalam hidupnya Peter merasakan torehan luka yang sangat
dalam di hatinya.
Butiran air mata mengalir dari kedua belah matanya.
Kemudian dia mulai membaca surat yang telah ditulis Tina untuknya.


Dear Peter...
ke 100 hari kita sudah hampir berakhir.
Aku menikmati hari-hari yang kulalui bersamamu.
Walaupun kadang-kadang kamu jutek dan tidak bisa ditebak,
tapi semua hal ini telah membawa kebahagiaan dalam hidupku.
Aku sudah menyadari bahwa kau adalah pria yang berharga dalam hidupku.
Aku menyesal tidak pernah berusaha untuk mengenalmu lebih dalam lagi
sebelumnya.
Sekarang aku tidak meminta apa-apa, hanya berharap kita bisa memperpanjang
hari-hari kebersamaan kita. Sama seperti yang kuucapkan pada bintang jatuh
malam itu di pantai,
Aku ingin kau menjadi cinta sejati dalam hidupku. Aku ingin menjadi
kekasihmu selamanya dan berharap kau juga bisa berada disisiku seumur
hidupku. Peter, aku sangat sayang padamu.

23:58
Peter: "Tina, apakah kau tahu harapan apa yang kuucapkan dalam hati saat
meniup lilin ulang tahunku?
Aku pun berdoa agar Tuhan mengijinkan kita bersama-sama selamanya..
Tina, kau tidak bisa meninggalkanku! hari yang kita lalui baru berjumlah 99
hari!
Kamu harus bangun dan kita akan melewati puluhan ribu hari bersama-sama!
Aku juga sayang padamu, Tina. Jangan tinggalkan aku, jangan biarkan aku
kesepian!
Tina, Aku sayang kamu...!"

Jam dinding berdentang 12 kali.... jantung Tina berhenti berdetak.
Hari itu adalah hari ke 100...


Katakan perasaanmu pada orang yang kau sayangi sebelum terlambat.
Kau tidak akan pernah tahu apa yang akan terjadi besok.
Kau tidak akan pernah tahu siapa yang akan meninggalkanmu dan tidak akan
pernah kembali lagi.


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*Dear Friends* ,
*
Tahukah anda* kalau orang yang kelihatan begitu tegar
hatinya, adalah orang
yang sangat lemah dan butuh pertolongan?
*
Tahukah anda* kalau orang yang menghabiskan waktunya
untuk melindungi
orang lain adalah justru orang yang sangat butuh
seseorang untuk
melindunginya?
*
Tahukah anda* kalau tiga hal yang paling sulit untuk
diungkapkan adalah :
Aku cinta kamu, maaf dan tolong aku
*
Tahukah anda* kalau orang yang suka berpakaian *warna
merah* lebih yakin
kepada dirinya sendiri?
*
Tahukah anda* kalau orang yang suka berpakaian *kuning
* adalah orang yang
menikmati kecantikannya sendiri?
*
Tahukah anda * kalau orang yang suka berpakaian *hitam
*adalah orang yang
ingin tidak diperhatikan dan butuh bantuan dan
pengertian anda?
*
Tahukah anda * kalau anda menolong seseorang,
pertolongan tersebut
dikembalikan dua kali lipat?
*
Tahukah anda* bahwa lebih mudah mengatakan perasaan
anda dalam tulisan
dibandingkan mengatakan kepada seseorang secara
langsung? Tapi tahukah
anda bahwa hal tsb akan lebih bernilai saat anda
mengatakannya dihadapan
orang tsb?
*
Tahukah anda* kalau anda memohon sesuatu dengan
keyakinan, keinginan anda
tsb pasti dikabulkan?
*
Tahukah anda* bahwa anda bisa mewujudkan impian anda,
spt jatuh cinta,
menjadi kaya, selalu sehat, jika anda memintanya dengan
keyakinan, dan
jika anda benar2 tahu, anda akan terkejut dengan apa
yang bisa anda
lakukan.
*

Ghost day

So, yea.. I just know and notice that today is "Chit Guek Pua = the middle date of seventh month." (Im not sure how to explain, but it's something like that).
Eg. April --> 30 days. So the middle date is 15th of April.

Chinese people believe that today is the day where ghosts go to the world of human. So, it's like Halloween but in Chinese Version.
So, I saw someone blog, he said that he accidentally step on grass where there are incense there.

Then, he starting to feel headache and dizzy and suddenly had nose bleeding.
I dont know what happened, but may be its because the ghost is angry because he step on it and do not apologize.
Once again, I do not know, I just guessing.. :P

Culinary tour

Hey!

My friend jut got back from her holiday to Langkawi and she brought me chocolates. :D
Coz she said is nothing much to buy there.
All they have there are only chocolates and liquors (wine, vodka, etc).
So, she brought me this..

Ritter Sport - Butter Biscuit

Belgian Hearts :)

And after spending sometime doing the ass in uni, we went to SS15 to eat steamboat.
To bad I don't have the picture. But, it's the normal steamboat, what special is they have this barbeque as well.

So, Rachel recommend me to eat this sausage *ermm.. I dont know the name.* But, it was made from pork. She said it was Taiwan kind of sausage (Rm 2).
It's nice, they put some sauce to it and chili powder. :)

Then I order the other one which is lamb barbeque (Rm 2).
So, its lamb + paprika + onion (U know normal barbeque).
It's nice as well.

What nice is behind the steamboat car, they are 2 cake shop, which are cake sense and RT Pastry House.
Last but not least, we went to RT, then I grabbed the Strawberry Tart (Rm 5)+ Custard Puff (Rm 3).

Custard Puff (It suppose to be 3, but I ate 1) :P

Strawberry Tart

Finally, just located behind the steamboat car, there is this uncle who do not know much english, he was selling 'herbal jelly' (Rm 2) n 'soya jelly' (Rm 2).
You have to speak chinese or at least use your body gesture ability. lol
So, I have the 'herbal jelly', coz it sounds interesting. :D

Herbal Jelly

Should you?

A friend of mine asked:

"Should I give up or should I go on?? Should I hurt myself more and wait for the cure? Life's about a choice.."

My answer:
You're right when you say life is about choice.
And every choice that you going to make is very important for your future.
Maybe what happened before is just another test, I may not know, but I guess you should go on.
This life is just too short for you to just give up like that.
If you're not ready, u can wait, coz u still have the time.. :)

Another Lesson Learned

Well, I saw people blog today and I learned something from it.
Now, I know that everybody is fragile.
Most of people pretend to be strong just to make they look strong.
Some of them do that because they do not want to burden others with their problems.

They look happy in the outside, but to be real, they are very fragile.
The smile they put in their face is just the fake accessory that they wear most of the time.
The still laugh, smile, make a joke and hang around like they do not have any burdens.
Sometimes they looks like they are the happiest person and never have that sad looks in their faces.
But, if you take a look deep inside into their heart, you will notice something which is very different from the surface.
They may just cry when they watch the sad-movies, but some of them do not cry.
They try to hold they tears..
When you ask them, "Are you ok?"
They will say, "Yea, I'm ok."
When you ask, "Can you do it alone?"
They will say, "Yes, I do."
And many more.

Sometimes they wish that people know that in their heart is screaming and say "I'm not ok." or "No, I can not do it alone."
These are only some things that I mention here, there are still lots of things that I can not mention it all here. Because I guess I have not enough spaces to write it all.

So, start to knock the door of their heart, listen to them, talk to them and help them.
Because all the things that you do will somehow back to you again.. :)

You may curious and think that how do I know all these things.
The answer is easy, because I feel it too..

Fallin' For You

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’till I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you


Fallin' For You - Colbie Caillat

Tiring day

Yay! Monday is holiday.
I can enjoy the weekend.. Not really enjoy actually, I still have one ass to submit on wedneday and i'm the one who's going to edit it.
The other ass is also due this friday.. Ugh.. What a holiday..

Well, yest I almost go to Langkawi Beach..
No planning at all. So, Rachel said she wanna go and I was like.. "WHAT?! LAngkawi? When? R u crazy?"
She laughed and said, "Yea, today, tonight.. Im not crazy la, I'm going with my whole family."

So, I accompany her to buy some stuffs in pyra. We ended up shopping other things as well. lol
Then she ate 'Karls Junior', coz I've already eaten, so I just have a drink and get some bites of the fries. We chatted, until her mom called and said that there're additional 3 empty spaces. So, rach asked me to join her and for one more time. I was like.. WHAT?! lol
Then, I said ok then. I called some of my friends, probs they wanna join as well. But, they said 'nope'.
We then tried some clothes and then I realized that I have something tmr. So, I cancelled it. :)

Last nite I did my 2 assignments. Fiuh.. I felt like my eyes is going to come out. I was making the encoding format. Can you imagine? I've to make it one by one and it really wasted my time. I know that I can use Microsoft Visio, but I dont understand how to use it plus I'm using XP 2003. Well, my friend did teach me how to use it. But, it was once and it's been like a week.. haha

So, these are SOME of the pict of the encoding and manipulation format that I made.

I was planning to take a rest once I reach my house, coz i slept quite late last nite, 5AM. Then, I accompanied rach to mall, went back, then my mom called, closed my eyes for 2 seconds, my friend text me, then again when I about to sleep I got a call, then went to bed again. My sist calling me in MSN, so I chatted with her. Then, my friend text me to go eat together, so I went eventhough I felt like soon I might fall to the floor.. lol

Then, we ate in Wong Kok, I slept in the table and Ellen and her friend -Cicilia, she came from Taiwan, she's indonesia-surabaya btw.She just studying there.

Then, they ate as well, so I was thinking to sleep in the couch (lol) and I felt my eyes is so pain. We back around 1 o'clock. Then, I straight away brushed my teeth, washed my face, etc. Then went to bed. Finally I can sleep.
I can conclude that yesterday is not my destiny to hibernate.. =.="