Trust-Believe

I guess I've loss my ability to trust people.
I am tired, really tired.
I'll probably believe you, but I wont 100% believe in you
I've been so sad and don't want to give away my faith to people easily

In fact nobody really know who I am unless my parents and maybe my sisters.
People always thought that they knew me
but that just what they think about..

I'm sick, I can't barely breathe well at night
I've lost of assignment need to be done
4 assignments and 1 presentation in one week.
I've lost of scars that need to be take care of, not to mention that it is pain and itchy
I lack of sleep and my eyes is pain again
I've this problem again
Can 'problem' you please go away, I've been so tired
I am not that strong, even yea I've been go through lots of problems
Though people think that I'm strong, I still a girl, I still a human.
I still have the weak side

I cry in the night, cry alone while I slept
and nobody knew that
I kept all the problem my self
with this problem, this make me more 'isolated'

If you notice, i've been quite ignorance this few weeks
I've try and learn to be ignorance and don't want to care bout others anymore
Coz I learn that lots of people are being ignorance and less problem will you get