Mad?

Did you ever gone mad?
I sure you did..

But, did you ever gone mad until.. erm, i mean really mad like bloody mad.
Until it makes you imagine to kill the person that makes you angry,
to throw that person from the highest floor,
to stab that person with a knife,
bla3..

Well, I did..
For 19 years I live in this world, there are two person that made me mad.
I won't mention their name.
They've made me freaking mad and it reached my highest temperature.
But, I don't do any action, besides tried to argue back to protect myself.
I just keep it quiet and try to be patient because of some reasons.

I won't forget for what they've done to me
FOREVER!
Because even though it's over and done, the heartache and the scars live inside.

Do you know, that I'm so mad that my tears come out by itself?
I can't stop and it's hard to stop.

So you heard of sad tears?
Or happy tears?
How about angry tears?
I guess that's what happened to me.

Well, I'm not a type that easily get angry.
Though I've waited for 3 hours for nothing..
or I don't get things that I want..
And bla3..

So, if you think that you've saw me go mad.
Then, you're wrong.
And I believe you don't want to see it.